I Sometimes Want To (a bit)

I sometimes want to

sashay a bit and

swing my hips out wide.

And, even though it's
a natural thing, I
still will try to hide
that I sometimes want

to paint my nails a

purple bawdy plum,

and color my lips
to match the pumps that

sometimes make me come

to think that I am
(a bit) carefree or
ratherish  risqué;
but silly old me,
I'm still afraid that
you will call me "gay,"
and "fag" and "queer," and
you'll hate me for fear of
something you can't admit:
  a man in women's clothes

  striking a sexy pose
  is something you want (a bit).