and, even though she didn't
realize it,
she asked us all to put our lives
on hold
--our hopes and our dreams…discov'ring
ourselves--
and, I suspect she'd hoped we'd
all be there
(just where she'd left us)
when she reconciled whatever
demons
tormented her in the quiet
spaces.
I suspect she went to bed each
night with
hopes of waking up happy and
transformed,
but time carried on
disappointingly--
she waits to be saved (long
suffering fate)
from the specters of the ghost
towns she'd built
for herself, and, incident’ly,
for us,--
and we couldn't wait for her
happiness
to arrive (though we did our best
to try).
Our soft-toed half-steps grew more bold with
age
And, cruelly, toward our destinies we stomped,
some of us a bit harder than others--
and the days grew shorter, and the nights,
too--
as we each settled down with a vengeance
wondering if she, that woman who was
once our mother, would ever find her way
(back into our lives).
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